because, it's MY OPPORTUNITYbecause, it's MY OPPORTUNITY - LiveJournal.com(Untitled)- April 8, 2006 T: Damnit! Why won't he just take me already D: He's watching you.Okay, backstory:Three days ago I called a friend of mine to look through a few boxes of mine for a specific item I have seemed to have misplaced. Currently I have about 50 boxes at his house. When he was unable to locate the item in question he called me and in the trail of conversation he spoke the phrase, " I musta' searched these boxes 300 times it feels like man... I can't find it."So I've been having this recurring dream ...http://miopportunity.livejournal.com/151814.html (Untitled)- April 7, 2006 E-Mail to Aiden....Every night you call me on my private phone. We have the same talk that always lasts just over 50 minutes. We always meet at the same chain of restaurant, no matter what city were in. We always get the same three things and always sit in the car with a shake afterwards.Every night we do this. Content with the same monotonous pleasure.So What happens now...Message back:" Just because youre unable to join me does not mean that I will not continue our tradition. Ill pull the...http://miopportunity.livejournal.com/151663.html (Untitled)- April 6, 2006 Why do I do this to myself It's 3:40 AM and I am not sleeping.Aiden s on his way over again, because I'm out of alcohol. 100% out of alcohol. I'm so damn tired. Downed a pain killer about an hour ago... nothing. Tonight I feel like falling apart. What I wouldn't give to go back 2, hell, five years.My body bends in pain, my mind races, today is a day I will not soon forget.Me, to Dominick: You know... I'll miss my knees when theyre gone.D: Your ankles too.Me: I love getting older.D: Youve got..http://miopportunity.livejournal.com/151312.html (Untitled)- April 6, 2006 Its nine pm, and my day of reckoning hasn't come yet. My brother and I were pleased at the thought of how he'll probably come snatch me out of a sound sleep... it's not funny anymore because I wouldn't be surprised. To top it all off I havent been feeling well all day and my Father isnt even going to consider that one.Things are just dragging on by. And I hate it.Some family & friends have stopped by to give me their finest wishes. Jose popped in and hoped that things worked out, I just smiled.http://miopportunity.livejournal.com/151177.html (Untitled)- April 4, 2006 So my time in Central West Florida is coming to a close much faster than I had expected. I visited Mr. Big Chris in jail this evening. His trial is set for June 29th, my Mother's birthday. He seemed pretty upbeat as usual - all things considered. As our conversation came to a close I thanked him for everything... and he just beamed at me.Through that glass we shared another one of our moments and he told me that there would be a car waiting for me outside... and like usual a black towncar with.http://miopportunity.livejournal.com/150980.html |