Perhaps, Perhaps, PerhapsPerhaps, Perhaps, Perhaps - LiveJournal.comdeath of ademu- June 14, 2005 somebody change me from the person I am.. I'm losing people left and right because of my immaturity.. JeLanceUnAppel: did you go to Sic FLags todayJeLanceUnAppel: LuvInNELanguage: mmhmmJeLanceUnAppel: how was thatJeLanceUnAppel: LuvInNELanguage: got a horrible uneven tanLuvInNELanguage: and it rainedLuvInNELanguage: other than that no complaintsLuvInNELanguage: got to see Nick for the first time in so longJeLanceUnAppel: NickJeLanceUnAppel: the guy from HomocomingLuvInNELanguage: Mundeline...http://ademu.livejournal.com/221632.html "Turn or Burn" Part Two- June 13, 2005 Today opened with frantic worry and no internet connection.. so yesterday's episode was aired today before this one. LOL I love referring to life as episodes like from TV.. funny thing is I don't watch TV but the concept of Television programming and planning amazes me so much. Well back to the focus of today's Entry. Bobby, Adrian, Jason, and I woke up aty like 7:30 to get to Pride by 11.. well we took the bus.. it takes a while.. and we had to get our stuff...http://ademu.livejournal.com/221285.html "Turn or Burn" Part One.. lets think TV concepts here.- June 13, 2005 NOTICE: This entry was made on Sunday June 12th at 4:00 AM.. and reviewed by Adrian at about 9:05AM before we left for prideSo O my god I should be in bed. But livejournal is something that must come first. First thing is first....Fuck you, John. I thought there was more to you than anyone else I ever met, and yet once again you prove me wrong. People keep doing this shit to me. I put my guard up and they get me to trust them and i tear it down too soon. You..http://ademu.livejournal.com/220928.html And he never wondered what was right or wrong.. , he just knew.- June 9, 2005 SO I just got off the phone with Katie.. and boy am I perterbed. She starts talking about how I better be going to her party this weekend, on Saturday. That is during Pride. I hate the fact that she used the .. "My graduation comes once in a lifetime... and you are ditching it for PRIDE." 1. I am volunteering. 2. It's more fun than a party with your family.This is not what made me mad. It's the fact she started attacking gay people. Saying it's a choice.http://ademu.livejournal.com/220748.html I want to runaway as long as you are by my side.- June 9, 2005 So I realize this is how my life works.. Stuff happens I look for others to make my decisons.. I am not forced to make my own. After a long talk with Jake.. I realize I don't make my own decisions.. I need to do that reguarding my own life. Who is gonna live my life but me I swear if i could I would have my mom pick out my clothes.. I am still a child. I have never been forced to make my own decisions when it comes to the big things. I need to be forced into..http://ademu.livejournal.com/220546.html I promised myself I would give the world to you- June 9, 2005 So today was cool.. I realized i was negative 62 in my bank.. yelled fuck for about 45 minutes.. IMed Joe.. he owed me like 15 and He came over to drop it off so i could get some intake of food. We went to Subway and I was a little piggy. A whole Cheese Steak... it was disasterous.. But Joe dropped me off at home.. and Then I went to work.. Work I was with Cory. He is this one guy who looks maybe 22 and is actually 28 with like 4 kids.. Sad eh... anywho.. We got this prank...http://ademu.livejournal.com/220173.html I have a problem.- June 8, 2005 I tend to obsess alot in the wake of something new. It is rather annoying. I don't realize how annoying it is until someone else ppoints it out.. and I then see how anoying I can be. I need to stop that.On the other side of things, I just woke up. Boy was I tired or what I woke up and realized i never put an away message up. Somethign I barely ever do. I work at 6 and I have nothig to do till then. maybe I'll watch Taboo.Pride is in 3 days.. who...http://ademu.livejournal.com/220105.html Perhaps.. Perhaps.. Perhaps..- June 8, 2005 New layout.. it's coupling.. I like..http://ademu.livejournal.com/219723.html Every relationship has baggage.. lets just invite ours out to dinner- June 8, 2005 Yet another Coupling Reference.. OMG I love that show. BBC never tasted so good.. And I don't mean Big Black Cock.. I mean the real BBC (British Broadcasting Company) Adrian and I watched a few episodes at his place. Today consisted of alot of Work.. like.. 5 or so hours of it.. and then .. Coupling.. and the Bus.. and Also ,.. some 69cent soda.. and A call from Hope and John. I wish I had more eventful days.. < day >http://ademu.livejournal.com/219638.html Lesbian Spank INferno.. (Coupling reference)- June 7, 2005 ever try looking up that BBC show Coupling on limewire and all you get is MomSon porn.. it's sad.. and gross..http://ademu.livejournal.com/219389.html |