contemplations of the universecontemplations of the universe - LiveJournal.comfuck her- September 6, 2006 so yeah single now, or at least have been for the past couple of days. I just couldn't let her go, I still think theres a part of me that wants her back, or will help her. but I'm just done now. I mean I can not belive her.sick and tired of being fucking depressed so who knows what'll happen the next couple of days. who fucking knows.now I know this sounds like just as much as the next person when they break up or end a relationship. but it seems like the end of the world to me, like I just...http://shioyorisoo.livejournal.com/21896.html hrmmmm- September 3, 2006 well, Turns out fiona and I did have to change.officially we're taking a break. Honestly I hope that i can get my life in order and myself back to being less clingy and then things will work out. I've already taken one or two steps. I quit World of Warcraft, Deleted all my characters. Then I can go out and meet and hang out with more of my friends. I'm going to start going to the gym at least once a day.Hopefully the gym, more time with my friends, and my counceling will help me this week so I..http://shioyorisoo.livejournal.com/21716.html (Untitled)- September 2, 2006 sigh, being depressed sucks. but on the bright side, i hope to change how i've been doing stuff and my life for the past couple of months. I think I'd Like to stop smoking, and drinking and all that such, but I still don't know yet. I feel like things with fiona might be changing completely ... or might need to. its just that in the past few weeks, my whole viewpoint on the world, or at least the way I percived it to be has changed drastically, and by that I mean most of my close relationships,.http://shioyorisoo.livejournal.com/21391.html |