Instant Message...Married with a girlfriendI will attempt to chronicle the tales of one persons experience with personals and what happens when it gets too personal..(Untitled)- February 28, 2003 I Really Need to Proof My Work... Jeeze my typos and spelling are pretty bad. I guess I'm just in a hurry. Sorry about that.. I fixed today's entry so that it doesn't sound like a five year old wrote it.. Thanks for the forgiveness....http://blogs.salon.com/0001870/2003/02/27.html#a33 (Untitled)- February 27, 2003 Rumors of my demise have been greatly exagerated... I'm sorry that I haven't written in quite some time. I have been keeping myself very busy at work and at home. There is very little bad going on in my life right now. I seem to need something like that to inspire me to write here. My wife and I have turned a corner and are preparing for our trip to Hawaii next week. We leave tomorrow and it should provide for us what our last trip did not, a chance to fully reconnect. I have basically been...http://blogs.salon.com/0001870/2003/02/27.html#a32 (Untitled)- February 14, 2003 Be my Valentine.....oh fuck off!! I&146;m dragging.. I think I&146;m experience an insulin shock from too many candy hearts. I hate corporate America and their damn holidays. Land of the free, except when it comes to any holiday that happens to have been perpetuated by a card company. Then everything is doubled in price. Valentine&146;s day is the celebration of the patron saint of love St. Valentine. I wonder how god feels about greed and lust. I didn&146;t think this day would really affect..http://blogs.salon.com/0001870/2003/02/14.html#a31 (Untitled)- February 13, 2003 Premature Premature is generally not a good term when discussing much of anything. Being born premature is a dangerous thing. Premature ejaculation is the bane of a lot of poor teenagers and chronic masturbaters. Premature commitment in a relationship might be just as bad, just as surprising, and amazingly just as messy if not messier. I&146;m guilty of being premature. I hang my head in shame at it. I can&146;t help it. It easy to get so excited and then blam!!! No, no, I&146;m talking about...http://blogs.salon.com/0001870/2003/02/13.html#a30 (Untitled)- February 13, 2003 Somedays I find it hard.... to come up with something to write about. It is not that I don't have anything to write about, it is just that it doesn't seem terrribly important. I generally like to get inspired to write. It is hard to inspired to write when most of your inspiration is gone. It is not always like this. I can't explain what drives me to write sometimes. Other times is seems blindingly clear. Whatever, right Yeah I know I'm rambling on a bit but I feel like I'm allowed that...http://blogs.salon.com/0001870/2003/02/13.html#a29 (Untitled)- February 11, 2003 Shit Happens..... So I'm now quite certain that there is no future for me and my IM girlfriend. I got an e-mail from her, over a week ago, that said, "Hi I'm on with my life now and dating someone new. Thought you'd like to know. It been a while for me now. Hope your relationship is going well. I wish you the best." Greeaaat, that is really what I needed to hear. Thanks for clarifying that for me, and what good timing too I guess it was her way of saying bye. Everyone needs that I...http://blogs.salon.com/0001870/2003/02/11.html#a28 (Untitled)- February 10, 2003 I get by with a little help from my friends... During times like these friends are an absolute necessity. I generally don't share much of my personal private life with my friends simply because most people have enough going on without having to deal with my mess. The people that have stood behind my remind me that I am not alone in this process. This weblog has given me the opportunity to try to put my feelings down in writing. It gives me the opportunity to reflect and think about what I've...http://blogs.salon.com/0001870/2003/02/10.html#a27 (Untitled)- February 7, 2003 Somedays it is like it never happened.. Other days it is glaringly obvious. This has definately been and emotional roller coaster for me. I think it has been as much of one for my wife as well. We have both agreed that what we want is not what we had. We want it to be better or not at all. I am lucky in the sense that I believe my wife may be a saint. Most people would have booted my ass to the curb so quick it would have made my head spin. She decided that there was more to the realtionship...http://blogs.salon.com/0001870/2003/02/07.html#a26 |