notesnotes - LiveJournal.com(Untitled)- September 19, 2004 over over over and over my writing dead leaves and shingled cathouses frosty microwaved batmen swarmed golgotha berry sin dreamed damned to life for loving horse whispers and somber speech impedimentsgore, trouble hookers, going for my wallet and taking away bloody fingers nailed to crosswalks, guards dogging his footstep garage transperencyslam brain crane damaged footlock moss grain underneath tying knots to the next substation power grid makeover, flower grin takeover, shower fib blojob,...http://autochthon.livejournal.com/11689.html yeah yeah yeah- September 12, 2004 All right.I'm back. Mostly.I'd like to start keeping a real journal.The kind where I'm honest with myself about what's going on in my life. I have this powerful tendency to play it cool, even if I'm sad or depressed or pissed or anything... I play word games and write in metaphors and pretend that that makes everything better. Take that step of removal from myself and thereby escape... I've been trying to escape my whole life. Well, it's not working. It always catches up to you.Anyway,...http://autochthon.livejournal.com/11389.html |