JotheLion84's LiveJournalJotheLion84's LiveJournal - LiveJournal.comWe both take Showers for almost an Hour, But only once a Week or Two- May 30, 2008 It is kind of humorous how spending time with Josh, Jenn, Josh and T seems to bring out the shy or quiet side of myself which is weird because otherwise around others I tend to be quite loud and talkative, goofy and sporadic in a good way I think. Eventually I do warm up to the guys, but I've always found it kind of odd that for those that have known me and been around me for ten plus years it still takes me time to I don't know another way to put this warm up to them and let down my gaurd....http://jothelion84.livejournal.com/463360.html Too Stubborn to Apologize, She Fills up on Rage, I Wish She felt Love Again, When Everything was New- May 27, 2008 I get frustrated because I have no idea when I will understand myself or life fully or completely. I do know that I do not have the best judgement at all times, but I think I am making the right strides. I just need to realize that I can't expect the best out of everyone and that everybody has the best of intentions and is genuine. They're not, I know, but the hardest part is that in order to change I will need to not only know this fact but to practice it out. Not accept everybody for who they.http://jothelion84.livejournal.com/463307.html (Untitled)- May 25, 2008 I'm assuming it was in Targets across the country or is just releasing depending where in the country you live but in women's clothing there is a line called the Target Go collection which highlights and features by up and coming designers. Personally I think most of the Go designers are atroscious...the Converse One Star collection was however tastefully done in my opinon. Anyway for the longest time in Women's Ready to Wear up by the bathing suits in the Go collection there have been these...http://jothelion84.livejournal.com/462965.html (Untitled)- May 22, 2008 I feel really stupid to write this in my journal; nonetheless admit any of it but I am tearing up bc of my dog - my baby - is in pain. A few weeks ago she tore a muscle in her back left leg and she was limping and so we haven't been giving her walks or exercising her so she could heal. Today she tore around the backyard until she let out a yelp and she started limping really badly. I guess it hurt her a lot because she refuses to put any weight at all on it and just limps around the main floor..http://jothelion84.livejournal.com/462708.html (Untitled)- May 21, 2008 If I could put into words the things that I am feeling...I want to cry but I'm not sure eactly why. The two managers pulled me into the office tonight after we closed to see if I was OK and I just couldn't articulate the reasons why I wasn't acting the same as usual. I was asked by two others if I were OK tonight with just the reasoning that I wasn't myself tonight and was just too quiet. I dunno what to do or say.http://jothelion84.livejournal.com/462529.html (Untitled)- May 19, 2008 It's 3AM and so of course I'm writing on here trying to settle my mind before going to bed. OK so here it goes...I'm freaking lonely and I hate the fact that the only person that is out there that can totally rationalize and confide with me lives on the completely opposite coast for the moment. There's another someone I could totally confide in if I werent terrified about how the phone call would go; ironically the longer I fear the phone call reaching out to her the more uncomfortable it gets..http://jothelion84.livejournal.com/462200.html things worth baring repeating and being reminded of- May 14, 2008 Life is an interesting mixture of highs and lows and you just need to roll with the punches. Maybe I have grown up immensely these past two or three years but I think overall I have become a much more resilient and stable human being. I've realized that people come and go in your life and sometimes the process is repeated several times in your life in some instances. You need to try to put all you inhibitions and hesitancy aside and just live in the moment sometimes and show those that you love.http://jothelion84.livejournal.com/461981.html I Saw the Sign and it Opened up my Eyes...- May 13, 2008 Haha in the past three days my last two purchases at itunes have been..."the sign" by ace of base and "too close" by next...haha love it. Reminds me of oh my goodness...Ryan Scully, Melissa Seesz and Ross Mazzone 7th8th grade lock-in at St. Stephens...haha hilarious. Now all I need is "Ghetto Superstar" and we're be right back in 97 or 98...bogus.PS. I am glad I went over to the bar at Uno's with Max, Keith and Rob after work last night even though it was only for half an houre or so and even...http://jothelion84.livejournal.com/461670.html (Untitled)- May 9, 2008 just like ok go's "here it goes again" and feists' breakthrough "1 2 3 4" the music video for "chasing pavement" is an amazing and bewildering piece of choreography and film. I love ithttp://jothelion84.livejournal.com/461133.html (Untitled)- May 9, 2008 Lately life's been kinda weird and just kinda odd and out of control in one way or the other. It's also weird because I used to sleep in almost everyday until I went into work and felt really weird and lazy for wasting the day. Nowadays I am sleeping for maybe five or six hours max a night without any type of midday nap before going into work and being way more productive throughout the day but really exhuasted. It seems to be catching up with me but it was noticed by the coworkers I would have.http://jothelion84.livejournal.com/460976.html |