blahblah - LiveJournal.comI am nothing- May 15, 2007 What I thought was, isn't. At least, not for me. I guess I'll go somewhere else this week, seeing as I took time off!http://arkos.livejournal.com/200379.html Retro LJ post of angst laden song lyrics- May 11, 2007 Night and dayI dream ofMaking loveTo you now babyLove makingOn screenImpossible dreamAnd I have seenThe sunrise over the riverThe freewayReminding ofThis mess we're inhttp://arkos.livejournal.com/200019.html It's the Hopeless part of Hopeless Romantic that truly sucks!- May 10, 2007 Last Night did not go as I had hoped. There was no joy expressed, there was only confusion, no clarity to be found. Everyone says "Stop searching, stop looking, stop expecting" which sounds and feels like they are telling me to just give up, that there is no hope for love in this world. I may be jaded, cynical and prone to depression, but if I do just "give up" what else is there left for me. It's hard enough that having achieved this state of cynicism to try and keep some optimism in my life.I.http://arkos.livejournal.com/199784.html As usual- May 1, 2007 The closer I get to the trip planned for this coming weekend, the more the plan falls apart. Not that I am surprised, by now I should know that nothing that I organize and am looking forward to doing will ever work out.http://arkos.livejournal.com/199649.html |