MEMOIRS of A GIRL GONE FANCYMEMOIRS of A GIRL GONE FANCY - LiveJournal.comJust tired.- February 27, 2007 I'm tired. There is so much to do. Well, I missed my stats exam last week. In truth, I overslept! However, on the way to class today, I ran into my stats prof. and he asked what happened. I was honest, and he said I could take the exam Weds after class. Am I lucky or what Research Methods is getting into the meat of things. I have my first experimental report due like in a few hours. But, Im doing it before class. I have all my materials, just need to put it together. I checked the status of my.http://sheproclaimed.livejournal.com/107320.html Embarrassed.- February 21, 2007 I'm embarassed to admit it, but I binged. I binged on Thurs. after I left Robert's house. I did great on Friday though. I went hiking with Erick. I binged on Sunday, yesterday and today. Wow, that is four days. Awful. Tomorrow is another day, and the struggle begins once more. I'm hitting the gym tomorrow. What a loser I feel like.http://sheproclaimed.livejournal.com/107060.html Day Number 3, V-day & Milan- February 16, 2007 This was the 3rd day I didn't binge. I can't say its getting any easier. However, I do stop and think when I get the urge to binge. I think about Robert, and how much he loves me. I think about him saying, "Babydoll, you don't need that." I think about my mom being overweight, and sometimes miserable from it. Mostly. The moment passes, I resist and move on to another moment of sobriety. Yesterday was Valentine's Day. Robert took me out to eat at Pomodoros in Manhattan Beach. I ate only half of..http://sheproclaimed.livejournal.com/106910.html One day at a time.- February 14, 2007 This is the first day I didn't binge in a LONG time. This is a big deal for me. I told Robert all about my binge eating disorder. He laughed nervously or in disbelief a little, but seemed to be supportive. He says he will help me conquer this, and be here for me when I feel weak. It feels good to let it go. If I release this demon, maybe it will release me. I totaled in at 1297 calories for the day. It feels good to have ate within a normal range. Day number two here I come. I'm taking it one..http://sheproclaimed.livejournal.com/106498.html |