Paradox in Flesh.Paradox in Flesh. - LiveJournal.comThis Memorial Day, I remember...- May 26, 2008 ...well, fortunately I don't know anyone who died in a war. My father escaped the draft. My uncle Paul joined the Navy, but because he graduated 2nd in his class at the Naval Academy, he was sent to Virginia instead of Vietnam. (He said the top 3 in the class were assigned to the states, and everyone else ended up in Vietnam.) My grandfathers obviously made it back ok from WWII. And I haven't known anyone in Iraq. But I did have a great uncle who died in the Pacific Rim in WWII. He was my...http://bunnygoth.livejournal.com/1093480.html A day in Collinsville.- May 26, 2008 Happy Memorial Day to all.It's absolutely gorgeous out. Yay! And I'm awake to see it.Yesterday was an odd day. I went to Collinsville in the morning, after having been up all night working, to feed my sister's bunny and her roommate's cat while they're camping. I then decided to take advantage of the awesome walking trails along the Farmington River there. (My sis lives within view of the river. Woot!) I don't know how many miles I walked, but keep in mind - I hadn't slept at all and I'd never..http://bunnygoth.livejournal.com/1093157.html Still around.- May 23, 2008 I'm still around, but I haven't been reading lj for several days. I don't expect to catch up.I saw my therapist on Wednesday, and she called my psychiatrist on my behalf. I see him on Tuesday. Wednesday turned out to be a pretty good day, but I spent almost all of yesterday in bed. The Good: Scored successes at my outlet shopping excursion - 3 bras, 3 tops and 2 skirts for $160. Bought ticket to NIN at Mohegan Sun in August. Went to Henrietta the Cottage. (She's almost opened up - electricity...http://bunnygoth.livejournal.com/1092879.html (Untitled)- May 19, 2008 Haven't been doing too well, emotionally. I'll be talking to my therapist on Wednesday and hopefully my psychiatrist soon after. Might be time to change meds. This has been too steep a decline with no apparent reason. Anyway. Nothing else I feel like reporting.http://bunnygoth.livejournal.com/1092683.html Fuck.- May 14, 2008 I've had an unusually bad day, physically and emotionally.I'm dizzy, I'm weak, I don't feel like eating, and I'm so tired. And I feel this enormous sense of dread and loss that pervades my exhausted, thought-ridden brain.I don't want to go to bed. I don't want to have more horrible dreams like last nite. I want to pretend I don't know most of my friends. I want everything to go away.deep sighIf I just keep going, it'll pass, right This hell always passes. But it burns indescribably first.http://bunnygoth.livejournal.com/1092506.html Today.- May 13, 2008 New printer acquired.Prescriptions acquired.Time spent with rambunctious 2 year old. Nap taken.I still feel shaky and sweaty today. I hope this doesn't continue.Weather gods: no more of this cold crap! Gimme my warm Spring back!Much thanx for the positive comments some of you left. I appreciated it greatly...really. Going to try to work now.http://bunnygoth.livejournal.com/1092113.html The technology gods are still angry.- May 12, 2008 The family's (and business's) printer is broken.WOE! and DOOM!I have tried to convince my parents that the sky is not falling, but then again, I'm not the one who has to shell out the money if we can't fix it ourselves. It is one of those necessary business needs.The scan function still works, at least. And I have a backup printer they can use, but it's sans ink. Guess I know what I'll be doing in the morning.http://bunnygoth.livejournal.com/1091915.html Grandfather.- May 12, 2008 Everything went fine this afternoon at the home. I was impressed with how nice the staff were, how clean and well-decorated the place looked, etc. This is the only home in town, and my family knows many people who've been there or had family there, and everyone's thus far been pleased.My grandfather took it fairly in stride, I think. It's definitely time for him to be there - he was watching a movie last nite and called 911 because the characters in the movie were in trouble. I'm just proud he..http://bunnygoth.livejournal.com/1091671.html Slept.- May 11, 2008 Sleep has been accomplished, and then some. That feels better.My grandfather goes into the home this afternoon, then mother's day dinner. And CBN meeting.Crap, I haven't bought a card yet. I never remember these things ahead of time.http://bunnygoth.livejournal.com/1091558.html It's 3:30 a.m.- May 10, 2008 Concert was awesome! Wheeeee!Bunny has bitching headache, though.Bunny has to work at the Historical Society Museum at 1pm today.Bunny tired. Bunny conked out on the way back.And yet, Bunny CANNOT FUCKING SLEEP NOW.My brain is full of zoom and cute men. Ah hell.http://bunnygoth.livejournal.com/1091295.html |